I don't know what to do to start dealing with this one. The lack of sleep is bad enough. I wake up 8-10 times throughout the night and in the morning I am feeling even worse than when I went to bed. With a 5 and 12 year old at home, I just can't seem to keep up lately.(I don't want to do much of anything anymore either, but I assume that's because I am tired.:)) Now, I have always been a vrey emotional person, the one that cries at the movies, or really good book. SO, when I would want to get it [i]under control[/i], I would light a smoke and blink it away. Now, it's worse. With no smoking, and the blink alone is useless. Plus I cry at anything! Not just books and movies, but regular TV, commercials, and anytime anyone says anything negitive....oh, it's embarrassing.
I hate to be this way, but I don't know how to hold it in better and not leak like an idiot whenever something happens in my life.
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 2/15/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 34
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 860
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $280.5
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 2 [B]Hrs:[/B] 10 [B]Mins:[/B] 50 [B]Seconds:[/B] 1
