Since Aug 20 2005, I quit 4 months, then again 2 months and again and again! This time I started 1 months ago, sneaking, hiding.. being a lier!
I am back today to do it right! I learned that at any family function, I look for the cigs! I learned this is what I need to admit to myself, family makes me nutts! The drama there is NOT mine!
Ok, so here I am. I realize no 1 cig or I am smoking again!!! I am not special and 1 cig WILL put me back where I so much want to forget.
Thanks for listening!
